I just spent a week with the most wonderful little diva on this planet. My princess’ birthday was last Thursday. ..I am so incredibly grateful to have that relationship restored. She is in love with her “daddy” and her daddy is in love with her. I havent the words to describe what it feels like when she leaps into my arms and hear her say “daddy”. Every pain, every heartbreak, every tear ive ever cried are all erased with her in my arms. There is no love like hers. She loves unconditionally. ..even with all of my failures….all of my shortcomings. ….all of my mistakes…..she still just wants her daddy’s arms wrapped arms her and her arms wrapped around his neck. Tucking her in was amazing….seeing her face when she saw her party decorations…taking a trip together to her great grandmother’s. ….I cant explain are describe the wash of acceptance and love I feel when I ask her how much she loves me and she stretches her arms as wide as she can and says ” this much daddy.” Ive never felt more loved….than with her singing to me in the backseat.
I recieved a message on facebook today from someone I dont even know….never met…this is what they said: ”
“Gerald A. Pimpleton….I’m not judging, or not being sympathetic, because everyone has suffered a broken heart. However, you have been posting on the Dating and Waiting page continuously with the same story of how your heart was broken. I’ve read some of your response to other’s questions, and I do believe that you need to learn how to forgive. It is impossible to hear from God with strife, and confusion in your life. You may not think that you have those sentiments but it comes off that way when you make responses such as “I will never trust any woman with my heart”, and “women, stop looking for Boaz to come to you because it is not going to happen”. If you let go of the past, God will bless your future. It is becoming very laborious reading the same “angry/wavering” responses that you tend to post. I am just saying this out of love!”
I am posting this for one reason….there are a lot of misconceptions in that post but she, whoever she is, said one thing that stuck out to me….”if u let go of ur past God will bless your future”……..the week I just spent being loved by my amazing daughter is all the future ill ever need….just having her in my life is all the love my heart could ever handle and thats proof of Gods blessing my future……im still working on letting go of the hope….just being honest…..but hearing “daddy” every night when we say prayers together is healing me in places I never thought would be whole.