Say

I have so very much to say…..
But today just isn’t that kind of day….
Our thoughts are so much easier to sit down on to a piano and just play…
Notes come out in color and emotions  like cold lemonade on a summer day….

Never intended for that to rhyme or even make sense…
The life I’m living is suddenly very unfamiliar….too serious…..too dense…
Struggling for focus, screaming for direction as God is all of sudden silent…
While my principles of living now seem bogus and my insides are tumultuous and violent….

I want just the free pass to say what is inside without repercussions or consequence…
But my words are creative and heavy and sometimes make absolutely no sense….
So while I struggle today to hold it together and keep everything from going all wrong…
My only refuge is in the words of this John Mayer song…..

“Take all of your wasted honor
Every little past frustration
Take all your so called problems
Better put them in quotations

Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say

Walkin’ like a one man army
Fightin’ with the shadows in your head
Livin’ up the same old moment
Knowin’ youd be better off instead
If you could only

Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say

Have no fear for givin’ in
Have no fear for givin’ over
You better know that in the end
It’s better to say too much
Than to never to say what you need to say again

Even if your hands are shakin’
And your faith is broken
Even as the eyes are closin’
Do it with a heart wide open

Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say…”

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