Day #18 of Gratitude

Please understand that this is more for me than any one else. I only post publicly because I never want anyone to experience the things I have and succumb to the overwhelming feeling of being alone in their struggle.

Whoever you are.
Wherever you are
Though you suffer in silence and hide behind the happy face and cheerful smile
and cry yourself to sleep

I’m here. I feel your pain. I’m in the deep waters with you. I will pull off the mask of fakeness and the mask of “I’m Ok” to be real and transparent enough to say…….

I’m not perfect.
I’m broken in places too.
I hurt just where you hurt.
You’re not crazy.
You’re not the only one.
Ive screwed it all up too.
I’ve hurt the ones I love too
I’ve lied out of shame too
I’ve screwed up being a parent at times too.
There’s nothing wrong with you.
You’ve MADE mistakes….you are NOT a mistake
You are worth it….
I believe you are and I promise someone else will come along and believe you are too.
You are perfectly imperfect…..
God loves you just the way you are….
You are NOT your current situation….youre just temporarily in it
The pain you feel is growing you…..not killing you.
You will not just survive….
You will THRIVE
You wont be here long so dont unpack your feelings.
Protect your heart, your soul and your future….
Give out of your abundance and not your lack
Attach your efforts but never your dreams

I am YOU…..and I am right here with you…..
You are NOT alone….

Hear me…..You are NOT alone…..
and because I’m with you….I am not alone

And for this……
I am grateful

#RebuildingMySoul #DaringGreatly #LovingME



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