blank page

its exactly what you see

but wait, maybe not quite

if you look ever so closely

you’ll see so much more than white

here lies such conflegeration of emotions

swirling  so fiercely and compact

a dark steaming cauldron of potions

like a minefield in Iraq

oceans and oceans of endless despair and disbelief

I recognize His hand and the handprint He leaves

I’m mourning the dawn and welcoming the dusk of grief

“Just believe in a higher purpose” are all the words left to read

look closely…..see the furiously swirling commas of uncertainty

pain, hurt, brokenness, tears, emptiness and rage

its all too much all at one time that it tends to look like a blank page


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